ok about the bill's. Two things 1. You need to have bills and 2. you need to actually do them. Prepare for serious conflict if you start getting past due and shut off notices.

Those should get you at least started. Your situation is extreme if these wont get you in the cockpit for at least a bit and I would love to hear how you are doing it, but lets move on....

You got a 100 games or so going on and your on everyday for 30 minutes or so. She knows something is up and she thinks it's porn. (ok maybe its an hour or so) Time to come clean and tell her about the site and your passion. Once she has digested that you are playing a videogame when you could be spending time with the family, try these helpfull reasons on why it is important that you play everyday:

1. My porn support group recomends playing BM daily as a theraputic way of teaching me things that can be done with a pc besides porn.

2. I'm a important part of a INTERNATIONAL tournament. If I dont make my moves people all over the world will be waiting on me.

4. I'm climbing the ladder! I'm adding up kills. I'm making progress! Progress is good for the family!?

3. I will spend less time on my other hobbies.

4. I'm beta testing the scenrios, all of them, for my squad of aces in the INTERNATIONAL tournament. (the international thing may have less impact in Europe, but it seems to make it more important here in the states)

5. I dont complain when you spend an hour feeding and bathing the baby! ( )

Gotta go

darken